I know I'm being stupid, wanting to hold on,
When all you did was drop me, walk away, be gone.
I know I'm being weak, crying, at nights,
When you simply left me, no arguments, no fights.
Why should I care, for you, at all?
When you felt nothing, just watched me fall.
I see I didn't matter, all this time,
It's me who's hurting, and you're just fine.
Understood all the reasons, the logic, you had,
Then why does it hurt, so hard, so bad?
My head tells me you have to be strong, move on,
But my heart, it weeps, at every damn song.
You think you’ll have this hold over me, this grip,
Caging my heart in, slowly letting it rip?
Then let me tell you, you're mistaken, you're wrong,
Time will heal slowly, I'll be free before long.
I gave you the power to have me, or break me at a whim,
Thinking, he won't hurt me, desert me, not him.
So I'll take it all back, start my life anew,
And finally, when I'm stronger, I won't miss you.
