Me, Asmi and... Shubha (who never came)! :D

Met her after a long time. As Shubha puts it, met my shrink. :D No, she isn't a psychologist or psychoanalyst or something along those lines. She is... my best friend since class XIth. You might find it odd that we hardly have anything to speak about over the internet or the phone, considering we are girls (he he... :P) but well, she is usually the first person I turn to when I need advice among all my friends. Yeah, that's selfish I know, but she is to blame for that! :P ;) Thing is, in XIth when I was... you can say very immature, didn't know how to deal with a lot of things and couldn't share some matters with my parents, this girl gave me sound advice. I was new in that school and hardly knew anyone properly to trust them, but she went out of her way to help me out. Who was I to her? A new classmate with a hot head and an immature approach to life. She changed that, without me asking for it, only because she could see I needed it. And it's not just me, I have seen her trying to sort out some other girl's problems in a critical situation even though they were never close friends (as far as I know). That's Asmita Sinha for you, helping others out even when the other person might be someone she hardly speaks to. Well, so the fact is, she is my ...no, not shrink, my mentor more like. :P Studies at KIIT, Bhubaneswar. It's her holidays now, after training. So, met up at South City. First, we both cursed the air-conditioning. It was just too cold. :| Brr... Then, she started hunting for Zoozoo T-shirts at Shopper's Stop for someone. We found a good one, looked around, checked girl stuff and laughed at most things. Of course the people there didn't see us laughing. He he... Then went up to food court and ate. Can't really call a doughnut and coffee lunch. So, consider it whatever you want. :P Chatted a lot to catch up with each other. Meanwhile, Shubha commented on my facebook status and said she wants to meet "my shrink" as she was also coming to south city. Asmi was thinking of running away to hide but I told her Shubha is pathetic with timing. *sighs* We roamed around at Starmark a bit before deciding to leave. After having colddrink outside, she dropped me off at Anwar Shah crossing. I was in an auto going back to Tollygunge when I got a call on my cell and Shubha's voice spoke, "Hullo, where are you?" :|

Kiss

Stepping closer, just looking at you,
Everything the same, yet so new.
Those dark eyes, staring into mine,
Your fingers trailing down my spine.

I look away, it's too intense,
My head spins, nothing makes sense.
You raise your hand, touch my hair,
We don't speak, just stand there.

I shiver as your hands frame my face,
Forgetting the day, the time, the place.
Our gazes meet and hold this time,
I hear my heartbeats start to climb.

You inch closer, I close my eyes,
Hearing nothing but my own sighs,
I feel your breath upon my lips,
Warmer, warmer, as your face dips.

Lightly, slowly, your lips touch mine,
Around your neck, my arms entwine.
I part my lips and kiss you more,
Feeling as I've never felt before.

Locked within your arms, I love,
Dark clouds fill the sky above.
Thunder rumbles, and raindrops fall,
I lose my heart, my soul, my all...

(P.S.- Don't get wrong ideas, LOL!) :)

Longing (written on 27/02/09)

I fall asleep... crying,
Cursing my own fate,
Reading your letters every night,
Staying up too late.

I tell you that I love you,
It sounds meaningless to me,
My heart feels dead and empty,
Like a dry and leafless tree.

The desire to see you is so much,
It splits my soul in two,
One wants to run away from life and-
The other wants to cry and rue.

Earlier I thought this is love,
Now I'm not so sure,
I got so much unexpected,
But still I want some more.

The longing in my sore eyes,
It doesn't let me sleep,
And the burning desire in my heart,
It hurts me... makes me weep.

The Last Few Months...

... were full of ups and downs for me. I mean, both on the personal front and the academic front. Since December my life seemed to be going nowhere. Some people who are close to me would know what I mean. And it won't make any difference fussing about it now... it's over. I just firmly believe in the quote "Whatever happens, happens for the good". There's no point in going on looking over my shoulder and wallowing. And as always, my friends proved to be the best in the world. :D *sighs* Always my second family (and I can't share too many details with my first! :P). Moreover, the saying turned out to be amazingly true, and before I knew it, I became giddy-like-hell happy from being down-in-the-dumps sad. Sometimes, life turns around just too quickly, and later when you think about it, some bonds seem to be "accidental" 'cause the starting point was just so trivial and silly! He he... Then came the exam-monster. Honestly, I don't know when will WBUT learn! Can't they ever stick to something called a proper schedule?! Such a hurried practical that also before the supposed exam with barely any time to study, then when everybody is on coping with the pressure the sudden notice about postponement of exam by more than 20 days! I mean, it's good that we got time to study properly and all but there's something called mental set-up. Plus, lots of people had planned trainings and trips afterwards so it all had to be cancelled. And these people didn't even have a reason for postponing (the election excuse was not valid). Hmph! Anyways, for the first time, I stuck to a schedule and studied, eating and sleeping properly too. Didn't pile it all for the night before exam. I'm just wondering what GPA will I get. Hope it's not too bad! :( Preparing without the need to sacrifice my precious sleep is making me feel like I didn't give a proper exam... Weird. *scratches her head* Well, whatever. I 'll just wait and watch. It's a long way before getting my results and before that I have to deal with training from 28th of June. MicroPro, J2EE. Wonder how it will be like... Till the time it starts, I guess I 'll be chatting online with friends, blogging a little and facebooking and sketching may be. And I 'll be happy... I can always find a reason to be so, it's not so difficult. Right? :)

6th Semester Exams Over

Finally, the semester examinations are over (after a lot of hurrying through practicals, worrying about early exams, hair-pulling at postponement at the last moment, strict study schedules etc). Now, it's just me and calm life... at least for 10 days before training starts. :) So, I'm thinking of resuming blogging. The only problem is, what to write about? Of course, there's the registration card incident (I'm talking about you, Solanki ;) he he he!) but I guess it will be better if I write about all the exam days instead of just one. And a lot of stuff has happened too. Lets see, if I can type something decent enough to post. Till then, see ya! :)

Thirst... and the waiting too, I guess...

Happy New Year... 2010!

New year means a new template for my blog. :P He he... This time it was nothing special, just that I spent 15 days with my three friends at a different place for industrial training. I am thinking of writing about it. But the thing is, I'm still thinking. When I decide I'll let you people know. It's too cold here... Jeez!
See ya later! :)